“You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.”—Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie (via hollow-gram)
I get it, everything happens for a reason. Everything that has happened to me in my life has gotten me where I am now. Everything that’s happening to me now will get me to where I am suppose to be next, and I’m okay with that. I’m okay with moving forward, new people, new surroundings, new ideas and new priorities. I need to be a priority to someone and I won’t stop until I feel that. I get it. I understand that anyone I’ve met, I’ve met for a reason. You were exactly what I needed at a certain point in my life but then things changed and you had to go. I get it. I completely understand how life works. I’ve been burying my feelings, I’ve been pretending that I don’t feel anything anymore. That’s not how it works, I need to feel your absence, I need to feel that you have left my life. I need to be sad and I need to keep reminding myself that I will be okay and I will keep going. Everything happens for a reason. This isn’t about you. None of this has ever been about you. It’s okay, I promise.